I haven’t blogged in a while…but I need to get this out… I’m on the brink of losing the most important love of my life, and I don’t know what to do.. I don’t know how I can gain her trust completely, I don’t know how to make her smile when she’s upset or angry..I can’t do anything right..but I don’t want to lose the one person I’ve cared for so much and have pushed so much and worked so hard to be with…I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what else I can do to prove my heart is pure, that I want to be with her for the rest of my life…that I want to have lil mes and hers when I’m in my thirties, that I wanna grow old with her and see the world become a better place.
I don’t know what to do..